It's so complicated!!

2006-04-13T07:40:00.000-07:00

MIA ..

2006-03-20T21:15:00.000-08:00

I stay at home. my body was aching..
did not went to work
cherie sms me..
i relpy her late for the time work
Havin headache and cough..
cant sleep well too..
i was bored at home..
later going to meet him
or cut my hair
haha

2006-03-18T22:25:00.000-08:00

this sunny morning, where did i go? i went to his house early morning to give him the breakfast. but he left the house. luckily i got bring the key haha.
I ate the breakfast my self.
then, I began to clean his house. I also shift his table. it is like moving house.
so funny.
wow..so many ants and spiders...i almost scream and shout for help and also jump for life....haha
i think this house did not clean for decades. so rusty..sniff and sniff ....cannot stand it..
finish le..i lay down on the bed..so comfortable...haha
tell you a little dirty Secret...erm..when i am free i will write down ok ...so keep reading my blog...so many happening at this home..haha
i am too exhausted..
sniff shuli....

2006-03-18T05:58:00.000-08:00

You are busy with work so I did not want to disturb you. I am busy looking for job. may be i am too demand looking for highly paid job as well as relax job.I don noe why some couple like to quarrel for a small matter.I think it;s ok to quarrel with your bf. It show that you like the person too much and you want to have him(seek attention to you onli).you know what I mean? it mean that the girl just want the guy to be care and concern for her. A girl's wish to be loved and happy.I think is that all.
If you do not settle the problem, what happen if you both married and after that found out we are not suit each other. soon later, both agreed to divorce. I think that if you broke out the relationship, do you think you will patch up again? I think i will patch once because I believe that the person after break out, he or she will realize the mistake and turn out to be good. she or he then will treasure the loved one again and do not hurt her or him again.A person can change over a new leaf, is depend himself and herself. I hope she or he will be blessed and trust each other till.......
I found out that loving a person can make a person worried and patient. I read one book and discovered this is very nice..i hope so..haha
What makes me realize love is so special?
Love . is sweet --
i was told.

Love blinds one -
to faults
to differences
to lies
to hatred.

Do not scoff Love --
nor inveigh it
or taunt it
or make it be a traversty of conflict.
Not a rigmarole
just Love.

Never knew what was Love
till Love came by.
A gentle remainder
a touch of hands
an assuring hug
a placid word.

Family
Lover
Friends
All in the name of Love.

Being in Love
falling into the abyss of Love
Love that tingles the heart
so magical.
so sweet.
innocence.

Doubt.
Tell me a person who has never doubted Love ,
Too perfect?
Love , to me --
is too perfect.
Don't be afraid to doubt Love
be brave --
To love.
To doubt.
To know what Love is.

Love never ends till one gives up
Love never calls upon till one finds it.
Keep Love in mind
Open up hearts to all
Love is hidden
Hidden at the all corners
For all to find.
Want.

Yet
Love can withstand trials
Love can cause strife
an intangible feeling
with tangible hurt.
The future tests Love
but who can really know --
the strength of
True Love.

Love. is sweet --
a verity
Now i know................................................
ya...I have friend, you, family and me..Horray....
What happens tomorrow? who knows?

2006-03-17T05:05:00.000-08:00

I want to tell he I miss you.........
I am waiting for you ......
I am miss your hand holding my little hand....
I miss you every thing...
you are always in my heart.
I am truly in love in yoou.......

2006-03-13T19:35:00.000-08:00

I am bored to death. looking at wall...dazed off.

2006-03-12T21:36:00.000-08:00

Things I Love About You

Your eyes which first held me captivated where I stood.
Your smile dazzle the sun and warm every corner of my soul.
Your voice like a sparkling mountain stream which flows into my heart.
Your walk and the way your gracefulnes stakes my breath away.
Your hair about which I dreamed cascading into my face as you leaned over me.
Your hands whose cares I crave to hold my face in tenderness.
Your arms I long to have around my neck as you pull me close to your warmth.
Most of all everything I had changed the way I feel about my life.
I love you. miss you too..=0

To my dearest friend

2006-03-10T02:02:00.000-08:00

To My dearest Friendwe all need someone
To talk to in our life,
A friend to whom we run-In times of stress or strife
A friend who's always there throughout the years,
A friend we know will care and take away our fears
A friend who's always near, waiting for our call, to wipe away our tears, and lift us when we fall.
A loving friend indeed, on whom we can depend
To fulfill our every need
Thank you; you are my friend for life.
I am so delighted that day because they gave me the surprise and the fun. I can feel how friends are important when you are in sad, they comfort you and even happy, they also share the joy with you.
Hey, girls. Thank for the every thing. Remember take care your health. Gather once we earned a lot of money. Don’t forgot call me. He he =)

A day to Sentosa trip---I pic sae a thousand words..

2006-02-26T17:54:00.000-08:00

A friend drop their plans when I am in trouble, share joys in my accomplishments , they feel sad when i am in the pain. A friend enourage my dreams and offers advice=you can don follow their advice ot, they still respect you who you are and love you too... I love enjoy with u all last saturdday. A true friend is hard to find...friend are people who helps you to be more yourself, more the people you intended
to be...

I am ok!

2006-02-13T18:50:00.000-08:00

To all the people in the this world: happy valentine Day..!!!

Week end at home

2006-02-12T19:40:00.000-08:00

The scorching sun and humid weather energized shuli so much that I fall in sick. I was terribly having flu and bad cough for two days. I have been coughing for so many days that I can’t even speak and went out with my family and friends.

Yesterday, I was supposed to go Cheri’s house to make cookie. My body system cannot move about. Around 8 am, I went to the BBDC for my BTE. The criteria were very high, you need to get 90% pass in your theory, and then they let you register for the real basic theory test. I was distressed because I did not study well due to headache. I just got 59% passed but still fail the criteria. I think I need to register one more time. I was sighing.

Then, I hurried home to submit my reflection journal. The submission date was 10 am. I reached home around 9.15am. Soon, I asked my sister want to go to the Lot one shopping mall to buy food and books. In the beginning, we went to the photo shop to develop my photo. It costs about twenty dollars. Later on, we moved on to the popular book store. She wants to buy the math assessment book while I choose a book which I need to improve my English. I realized that my English is too weak that I can’t solve the PSLE questions. Therefore, I bought PSLE English Vocabulary Book. I anticipate for my English that will pass well with flying color.

We ambled to the shop called NTUC supermarket, to buy washing dish detergent as my mother wants it. Afterward, move on to Long John Silver’s food store to buy food for them and we bought mixed rice back home.

I was disillusioned with my O level result. I cannot transfer school. I am listening to this one Japanese song, title name as Tomorrow’s way! I wish that every tomorrow; I had my ways to enter my dream course.

I am late again.

2006-02-07T23:53:00.000-08:00

Today I am late for my UT..
Congtiv thinking lesson
I was so extreme tired..
am back
girl gang in the team once more time
problem statement is A way of knowing??
we actually smoked the second question : convince the sale person to buy our product and concept!!!
girl gang sell ginseng...
the bryan's team is quite funny
role play about idea..
Another three more week, we are moving in to new campus and we are going to separate ...
GIrl gang!!should treasure each other..althought I am sometime late and quiet person..I love making peace..haha.
TO siling: You are care and concern girl ..ROck!!
TO min yin: Friendly and take care of me..haha
To cheri: Always talk craps ..I love it..HUmour...
TO audery: Guide me along...Thank !!
Thank and muck to u all.. hhaha

I am back from thailand...

2006-02-02T00:27:00.001-08:00

Happy chinese year!!!!
I am back le . hey girls sorry i did not go out with you all...miss u all....the laughter.. I am down with feverish and flu..may be due to the weather in thailand...not use to it..
I have download some pic from thailand..the photographer is shuli..haha

I am in the Flight A"Y0098 Finland airway...I am sitting beside my dad..Do u feel that the air steward is handsome..haha
continue.....

lazy bump

2006-01-22T00:28:00.000-08:00

sunday afternoon..I jus wake up..I have been staying at home for two days. I did not went to work cause I want to study at home. Yesterday, I had 1.01 Basic theroy lesson. After that, I went to Lot 0ne shopping mall, to borrow books and stroll down every shop. Bought thing for my travelling kit.I am going thailand for my chinese new year!!!I stop here...Cause I want to go shower!

2006-01-16T04:14:00.000-08:00

I am still love this place. This is at Matara in Sri lanka..
This is so different from here. I busy with open house two days...

2006-01-13T18:16:00.000-08:00

The photo taken in School canteen..

shuli was once foolish enough, realizing that i have great, great friends by my side. true friends is hard to find in POly. Its a very blessed feeling to have these friends around me. haha. now that the rain had finally stopped, we four girls plus min yi's bf went with us to the orchard. Firstly we went to Takashimaya, for finger food as stomach is grumbling liao. Bag is really heavy carry onthe shoulder. lol. i'm realli glad i have such great friends to talk stuff out. it's like the weight of the world being lifted, and you feel the sense of relieve, even just for that mere second. i think that's what friends are for and being together ma.
Later, we headed to Far East PLaza...I introduce audery the shoes and my watch.. they bought it...audery bought the watch and the shoes while the cheri bought the clip and the watch too. yeap, we got the same watch..we can switch the watch hehe..everyday got new watch.

I really hope that our five girl can treasure the friendship. I am so contented that we can accept each other character despite me being quiet and boring hahaa... due to mood swing lor.

I realized that I seldom with Ann. She give me the feeling that we must always go drink for dinner and outing too. Its like cant we be yourself...you give the gut feeling that you are using me to go out with youfor drink because you have no friend around. I like you as my friend but...you must also consider peeople's opinion ma...

I feel happy and no stressed with them, girls...Even though, we know when to play hard and sturdy hard..

I love this design....

When are we going to be like them?

Republic IDOL

2006-01-10T22:02:00.000-08:00

I was too shattered..I was rather busy with my work and studies. sorry those who called me and not answer the phone...I will resume the diary.

1st Jan 2006

2006-01-01T04:42:00.000-08:00

31 december 2005.. I went to poly clinic for medical checkup and also get Mc too. later we walked to lot one... food court makan...korean food plus chinese food..
Later, we went to Jurong East buy Book...Cause I acommpany her go lor.. Den go IMM shop ...buy al ot of home stuff...
den go lot one shop again..took 190 meet tiffany and her accompany go chinatown..the boutique shop. i order one bag ....
den we went to eat steam boat as well as go NYDC at orchard.. .. I am in love with the cookie monster pie. it was so nice.. den we slack for abot three hours.
in this three house, i was parnoid with the spray.. i was kanna too.. boiling with rage.. it was really happy new year!! went to watch the movie..it was around 2 am ... funny and sad in the end.. i miss the beginning part..so sadded....after that took 181M bus home.. iwaited for half an hour for my house door open ...Cause I was too late for home....

2005-12-30T18:57:00.000-08:00

2005 is ending in few hours laters,what have happened in this year? Many big incidents, small incidents also have.some wish not fufilling ?heart-breaking issues?foolish by love ? stressful by studies and money matter ?fun of pon school?
However,i've met great people this year.Year05/06 sems 1 class PCO104 Went too oversea trip. it was nice one...with the turtle team.. nice people to hang out with.. thank..
Lost a sweet love, got attached foolishly.
Improved grades & deproved it again.
Hardly knew what I am doing..

These are the things I really want to fufilled in 2006.

1> Get a GPA score 3.0 for Year 1. I will be contented.
2> Get a driving license.
3> Save more money...
4> keep contact with secondary school mates
5> get in to the Student union...
6> learn one music instrument.
7> keep secert
8> Buy one Gucci Bag haha
9> family bonding
10> Find my Mr Right!

these are the people i really wa nt to thank !eehehe

santas Clasu is coming to Town

2005-12-28T00:17:00.000-08:00

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Christmas jus over.. I still feel the atmopshere with snow.....I love this song called : let it snow! hehe..hooked with the year end of the sale. Christmas day ..I went out with two sexy girl for gathereing. they are my fellow colleagues. I am pretty overjoyed working with them. I can released all my stress easily...haha
This is the song Lyrics Let it SNoW!
Oh, the weather outside is frightful, But the fire is so delightful, And since we've no place to go, Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow. It doesn't show signs of stopping, And I brought some corn for popping; The lights are turned way down low, Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow. When we finally say good night, How I'll hate going out in the storm; But if you really hold me tight, All the way home I'll be warm. The fire is slowly dying, And, my dear, we're still good-bye-ing, But as long as you love me so. Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow.

We took a photo in front of the Gucci 's shop.
It had a reflection of the three girl.. haha.. See any differences? (will shown you later on)
Later, We went to the Orchard
Youth park food court. We ordered several foods. It was a sumptuos meal we have. It was so declious and nice meal ...haha soon, we took a cab home . The driver was so fast that he drove at a speed at a 120 km! I reached home in ten min later.

MOOOOODY plus Tiredness

2005-12-12T17:46:00.000-08:00

I was pretty exhausted. Work and work....

Christmas is coming...

2005-12-10T00:23:00.000-08:00

Hoohoo..Christmas is coming,, Where I am going to Celebrate? present present...I miss my Secondary school mates and......many people... I am so lazy that I did not work today and stay at home slacking...chit-chattting and see friendster website and manny more..
I forgot to go the interview the Tp for the diploma in Hospitality and tourism. I slept until 11am den I recived their call.
The gg5 call me, i did not answer the call. Lucky, my mum told them I am not at home.
Thursday..I return the bag to bo shi. I jus return him and then he ask me: " u going for work?"
I replied with a head nodding and sae: " ya.. bye"
He had changed alot.. HIs hair is in Red..Oh my god.not suit him..
Audrey told me that she dont wan to work in GG5...I advice her a bit lor
I lazy to type..
is time to buy present present...

sleepy pig!

2005-12-08T22:06:00.000-08:00

I was Tired...At home ...

terribly Sadded...

2005-12-06T19:00:00.000-08:00

Wake up shuli....I was late for work and now i am still at home. I saw my GPA score. It was terribly Grade i have. I need to buck up on my work.
NO pon school anymore.
Why everyone like to compare with the result or score?
Do they really so important or jus wan to bull shit onli
i am so tired meh!

U impressed me alot!

2005-11-30T03:09:00.000-08:00

I was late for my UT 2 on Enterprise Skills II. I did manage to do all the questions.Later I team up with LEnonard..shoa yan and samatha..sian
A new fac called sheryl came to our class to take over us..
She was gorgeous because she can speak good english as wella s she has nice features on her face. However, she like a slut to me.
After that, around 12 pm , Ann and I went Far east plaza. I brough a nice green embro shoes. i like it alot. I am worry that my mother will not pleased. she will say I will use the money any how.
Later, we went to subway for lunch. I paid for the whole meal and share with ann. I bought Turkey breaqst meat and barely drink and two cookies. mine is on Raisin Cookies while she is Double Chip chococ;late.
Later our class have a debate on the topic on Water bottle disperensr.
I went to parogon for GG05 interview..
Hope that i can work until next year tooo...
I will be exhausterd working on these day!!
Working (StarHub)
3/12/05-9.30am-9.30 pm
4/12/05-9.30 am-9.30
December Work Roster
5/12/05(monday)-11am-10 pm
6/12/05(Tues)-11am-10pm
7/12/05(Wed)-11am-10 pm
8/12/05(Thur)-11am-10 pm
9/12/05(Fri)-11am-10 pm
10/12/05(sat)-off
11/12/05(Sun)-11am-10pm
12/12/05(mon)11am-10pm
13/12/05(tues)11am-10pm
14/12/05(wed)11am-10pm
15/12/05(thur)11am-10pm
16/12/05(frid)11am-10pm
17/12/05(sat)-off
I am passion to work..earn more e money

Eyes, look your last. Arms, take your last embrace.And, lips, O you the doors of breath, Seal with a righteous kissA dateless bargain to engrossing death

###Moody##

2005-11-22T05:33:00.000-08:00

I woke up so late around 10 am plus.Ann msn me want to go buy clothes. I rejected her cause I am too exhausted le.Just now I found out my grade was badly done. I think I need to work hard next year to get better result. I done super badly lor..I want my laptop back. I manage to raise !!!!I went out with my second sis to TECK WHYE saloon for her stupid curly hair...
took a 307 bus back to lot one for markan...
long JOHn silver...FASt food restaurant
den i spilled hot TEA on my mum
so pai seh
the manager gave my mum a Burn cream for her to relieve pain
thank god!!
den we went to city hall
shooping.....
leg cramp and pain
too tired
den took a bus to orchard
shop again
den i saw darren on my way to Far EASt plaza
den .....
around 7.45pm.. dad fetch us for the dinner
we went to bukit timah for dinner
so greedy
order alot..
went home..

shoppping Queen

2005-11-19T07:20:00.000-08:00

Saturday night..I was writing my reflection journal now. I was getting fatter because my class went to eat steam boat at Bugis. It was recommened by Han Sheng. I pretty enjoy alot. I ate a sumptous meal....TOday I was late for work thirty min.... I was so exhausted and finish work at 4 pm. Mdm Noh called me...Actually ,I am going to Chinatown to buy my stuff. Den he ask ed want to go out anot, next i did not rejected him so he come and look for me in the sony Ercisson Service center. It was eric and alvin fault la... yestersday, pushing each other to take the photo. den press my photo spoilt la ...must pay $59.40... I had think i had use all them $$$$$ on repair thing... MOFO!!! so later thenesgh from my sec school treat to eat at the Censilesiure for the Pastamaina.. I was bloody full when finishing the food. My heart pain!!!!!stop here.. I am working tomoorrow...hai~ full shift~

hehaheehaa

2005-11-17T02:54:00.000-08:00

I went to school alone. I message Ann, ask her that no need to wait for me, cause I work up late and she did not even message me back. So I called Han Sheng weather he is waiting for me at the taxi-stand. He was late too. SO I went to taxi-stand and saw one chubby boy wave at me. He was Eric.
Later, it was the lesson of Culture and we have to go outing. So tiring meh! We do the problem statement number role 2. We went to do a survey on a HDB.. haha it was fun..We also eat the chicken rice in the hawker center. When we went back for the third meeting, we felt pretty exhausted. After school, we have a talk to Dennis..
Later on , I went home alone and went to lot one and bought bubble tea for me and soya bean for mum...!

Salmon foodonly $3.95

2005-11-16T06:37:00.000-08:00

YAPPIE>>>HELLO I woke up late today. I did not meet ann today even though I saw her on the way to school. I alight at Queen stown and board the bus 111 to school.Along the way, I bough tsome snack and soya bean milk to school for breakfast. I had UT2 for congitive thinking again.I think in this UT for semster 2 , i did quite badly....ourClass went to the town for lunch. We went to the Cenilesiure. I did I don click well with this people. They are so faked and they like to backstabbed people even my best friend do so .It is hard to look for a best and close friend. After school, ashraf,mun hong, poh hend and lion and even me went home together. on the track in the MRT, I saw Chee choo walking alone. I yelled at her,s he was not feeling well due to good food that she ate.so sian.. then I went to lot one to buy su shi homem eat and share with my mum,.,,,Jus now Dennis talk to me about this current class...about studies,, I think I should not revealed here.Should keep in to my heart.If u want to noe, ASk me infront of me...I had to lower m self so that i understand them better....
TIred...doing reflection Journal is so ................